| Ada or Ardor: A Family Chronicle Part 1, Chapter 40 (view annotations) |
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| Van was lying in his netted nest under the liriodendrons, read- | |
| ing Antiterrenus on Rattner. His knee had troubled him all | |
| night; now, after lunch, it seemed a bit better. Ada had gone on | |
| horseback to Ladore, where he hoped she would forget to buy | |
| 283.05 | the messy turpentine oil Marina had told her to bring him. |
| a messenger, a slender youth clad in black leather from neck to | |
| ankle, chestnut curls escaping from under a vizored cap. The | |
| strange child glanced around with an amateur thespian's exag- | |
| 283.10 | geration of attitude, and handed a letter, marked "confidential," |
| to Van. | |
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| 284.05 | pretty messenger, who stood with one hand on the hip and one |
| knee turned out like an extra, waiting for the signal to join the | |
| gambaders in the country dance after Calabro's aria. | |
| this could be decided in a jiffy behind that tree—what you are, | |
| 284.10 | stable boy or kennel girl?” |
| chuckling Bout. A little squeal suggestive of an improper pinch | |
| came from behind the laurels screening their exit. | |
| 284.15 | missive had been dictated by the fear that one's sailing off to |
| fight for one's country might be construed as running away | |
| from more private engagements, or whether its conciliatory | |
| gist had been demanded from Percy by somebody—perhaps a | |
| woman (for instance his mother, born Praskovia Lanskoy); | |
| 284.20 | anyway, Van's honor remained unaffected. He limped to the |
| nearest garbage can and, having burnt the letter with its crested | |
| blue envelope, dismissed the incident from his mind, merely | |
| noting that now, at least, Ada would cease to be pestered by | |
| the fellow's attentions. | |
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| thank goodness. He was still lolling in his low-slung hammock, | |
| looking rather forlorn and sulky, but having glanced around | |
| (with more natural grace than the brown-locked messenger had | |
| achieved), she raised her veil, kneeled down by him and soothed | |
| 284.30 | him. |
| meant to intimate a flash-back to an old barn), Van became | |
| aware that it brought together, in livid confrontation, two |
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| secret witnesses; they had been hanging back in his mind since | |
| the first day of his fateful return to Ardis: One had been mur- | |
| muring with averted gaze that Percy de Prey was, and would | |
| always be, only a dance partner, a frivolous follower; the other | |
| 285.05 | had kept insinuating, with spectral insistence, that some nameless |
| trouble was threatening the very sanity of Van's pale, faithless | |
| mistress. | |
| in his life, he found he could bend his leg without wincing, but | |
| 285.10 | he made the mistake of joining Ada and Lucette in an im- |
| promptu lunch on a long-neglected croquet lawn and walked | |
| home with difficulty. A swim in the pool and a soak in the | |
| sun helped, however, and the pain had practically gone when | |
| in the mellow heat of the long afternoon Ada returned from | |
| 285.15 | one of her long "brambles" as she called her botanical rambles, |
| succinctly and somewhat sadly, for the florula had ceased to | |
| yield much beyond the familiar favorites. Marina, in a luxurious | |
| peignoir, with a large oval mirror hinged before her, sat at a | |
| white toilet table that had been carried out onto the lawn where | |
| 285.20 | she was having her hair dressed by senile but still wonderwork- |
| ing Monsieur Violette of Lyon and Ladore, an unusual outdoor | |
| activity which she explained and excused by the fact of her | |
| grandmother's having also liked qu'on la coiffe au grand air so | |
| as to forestall the zephyrs (as a duelist steadies his hand by | |
| 285.25 | walking about with a poker). |
| Violette who mistook him for Pedro and bowed with un air | |
| entendu. | |
| 285.30 | cence with Ada before dressing for dinner, but she said, as she |
| drooped on a garden chair, that she was exhausted and filthy and | |
| had to wash her face and feet, and prepare for the ordeal of | |
| helping her mother entertain the movie people who were ex- | |
| pected later in the evening. |
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| Marina, whose ears he had shut with both hands as he moved | |
| the reflection of her head in the glass this way and that. | |
| 286.05 | ised Lucette—" |
| how useless it was to attempt to make her change her mind, | |
| particularly in amorous matters; but unaccountably and mar- | |
| velously her dazed look melted into one of gentle glee, as if in | |
| 286.10 | sudden perception of new-found release. Thus a child may |
| stare into space, with a dawning smile, upon realizing that the | |
| bad dream is over, or that a door has been left unlocked, and | |
| that one can paddle with impunity in thawed sky. Ada rid her | |
| shoulder of the collecting satchel and, under Violette's benevo- | |
| 286.15 | lent gaze following them over Marina's mirrored head, they |
| strolled away and sought the comparative seclusion of the park | |
| alley where she had once demonstrated to him her sun-and-shade | |
| games. He held her, and kissed her, and kissed her again as if | |
| she had returned from a long and perilous journey. The sweet- | |
| 286.20 | ness of her smile was something quite unexpected and special. |
| It was not the sly demon smile of remembered or promised | |
| ardor, but the exquisite human glow of happiness and helpless- | |
| ness. All their passionate pump-joy exertions, from Burning | |
| Barn to Burnberry Brook, were nothing in comparison to this | |
| 286.25 | zaychik, this "sun blick" of the smiling spirit. Her black jumper |
| and black Skirt with apron pockets lost its "in-mourning-for-a- | |
| lost flower" meaning that Marina had fancifully attached to her | |
| dress ("nemedlenno pereodet'sya, change immediately!" she had | |
| yelped into the green-shimmering looking-glass); instead, it had | |
| 286.30 | acquired the charm of a Lyaskan, old-fashioned schoolgirl uni- |
| form. They stood brow to brow, brown to white, black to | |
| black, he supporting her elbows, she playing her limp light | |
| fingers over his collarbone, and how he "ladored," he said, the |
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| dark aroma of her hair blending with crushed lily stalks, Turk- | |
| ish cigarettes and the lassitude that comes from "lass." "No, no, | |
| don't," she said, I must wash, quick-quick, Ada must wash; but | |
| for yet another immortal moment they stood embraced in the | |
| 287.05 | hushed avenue, enjoying, as they had never enjoyed before, the |
| "happy-forever" feeling at the end of never-ending fairy tales. | |
| interpolation). | |
| 287.10 | drenched with his poor futile kisses. She shook her head saying |
| they must really part, and she kissed his hands as she did only | |
| in moments of supreme tenderness, and then quickly turned | |
| away, and they really parted. | |
| 287.15 | the satchel which she had left on a garden table and now |
| dragged upstairs. Marina and the mirror had gone. He peeled | |
| off his training togs and took one last dip in the pool over which | |
| the butler stood, looking meditatively into the false-blue water | |
| with his hands behind his back. | |
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| really got into its stride. When Van went up to his room he | |
| noticed, with a shock of grim premonition, a slip of paper | |
| sticking out of the heart pocket of his dinner jacket. Penciled | |
| 287.25 | in a large hand, with the contour of every letter deliberately |
| whiffled and rippled, was the anonymous injunction: "One must | |
| not berne you." Only a French-speaking person would use that | |
| word for "dupe." Among the servants, fifteen at least were of | |
| French extraction—descendants of immigrants who had settled | |
| 287.30 | in America after England had annexed their beautiful and un- |
| fortunate country in 1815. To interview them all—torture the | |
| males, rape the females—would be, of course, absurd and de- | |
| grading. With a puerile wrench he broke his best black butter- |
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| fly on the wheel of his exasperation. The pain from the fang | |
| bite was now reaching his heart. He found another tie, finished | |
| dressing and went to look for Ada. | |
| 288.05 | parlors," a delightful sitting room with a balcony on which |
| Mlle Larivière was sitting at a charmingly ornamented Pem- | |
| broke table and reading with mixed feelings and furious annota- | |
| tions the third shooting script of Les Enfants Maudits. At a | |
| larger round table in the middle of the inner room, Lucette | |
| 288.10 | under Ada's direction was trying to learn to draw flowers; |
| several botanical atlases, large and small, were lying about. | |
| Everything appeared as it always used to be, the little nymphs | |
| and goats on the painted ceiling, the mellow light of the day | |
| ripening into evening, the remote dreamy rhythm of Blanche's | |
| 288.15 | "linen-folding" voice humming "Malbrough" (...ne sait quand |
| reviendra, ne sait quand reviendra) and the two lovely heads, | |
| bronze-black and copper-red, inclined over the table. Van real- | |
| ized that he must simmer down before consulting Ada—or in- | |
| deed before telling her he wished to consult her. She looked gay | |
| 288.20 | and elegant; she was wearing his diamonds for the first time; |
| she had put on a new evening dress with jet gleams, and—also | |
| for the first time— transparent silk stockings. | |
| volumes and stared in disgust at a group of brilliantly pictured | |
| 288.25 | gross orchids whose popularity with bees depended, said the |
| text, "on various attractive odors ranging from the smell of | |
| dead workers to that of a tomcat." Dead soldiers might smell | |
| even better. | |
| 288.30 | easiest way to draw a flower was to place a sheet of transparent |
| paper over the picture (in the present case a red-bearded po- | |
| gonia, with indecent details of structure, a plant peculiar to the | |
| Ladoga bogs) and trace the outline of the thing in colored inks. |
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| Patient Ada wanted her to copy not mechanically but "from | |
| eye to hand and from hand to eye," and to use for model a live | |
| specimen of another orchid that had a brown wrinkled pouch | |
| and purple sepals; but after a while she gave in cheerfully and | |
| 289.05 | set aside the crystal vaselet holding the Lady's Slipper she had |
| picked. Casually, lightly, she went on to explain how the or- | |
| gans of orchids work—but all Lucette wanted to know, after her | |
| whimsical fashion, was: could a boy bee impregnate a girl flower | |
| through something, through his gaiters or woolies or whatever | |
| 289.10 | he wore? |
| Van, "you know, that child has the dirtiest mind imaginable | |
| and now she is going to be mad at me for saying this and sob | |
| on the Larivière bosom, and complain she has been pollinated | |
| 289.15 | by sitting on your knee." |
| quite gently and reasonably. | |
| Ada. | |
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| stairs. Your tie is all crooked." | |
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| 289.30 | from its hook in the hall. |
| later on the drawing-room terrace. |
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| read and reread the note. | |
| 290.05 | him back the bit of copybook paper. |
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